Well.
Everything sucks at the moment.
Well not everything,
But the majority of MY life sucks.
A.K.A: my romantic life.
You ever wanted something so bad, you convinced yourself that you had it?
Yeah, i put myself in that situation recently with BC*.
Im an idiot, but luckily i didnt out myself.
I dont think i could have lived through that.
But i found throught my friend, that BC confided in him that,
He may have a crush on a girl that half italian, half asian.
I am niether of those.
And what sucks even more was that deep down i knew we werent really right for each other.
I liked him in theory:
The Gorgeous, broke musician who is also very strange.
But because i wanted that so bad, I didnt want to believe it.
The the Other annoying part
Was that I did what Bestie told my to do.
And put myself out there.
i didnt want to like him too much.
But she told me not to shut out, that was my problem.
And this is why i dont do it. I dont put myself out there.
Its lonely, but i dont constantly get shot down.
Well I'm off to class...and Mentally Sulking.
Wish me Love, Wish me something.
